In case I kick the bucket one day... here is my TO DO LIST

This list is certainly a work in progress a buttt here we go ASHLEIGH"S BUCKET LIST:

-Sky Dive

-tattoo

-24 stamps on my passport

-Walk the runway in a televised fashion show

-Adopt children

- Get a big black dog, Name him Micheal Vick

-FLUENT in another language.. besides sarcasm

-donate my hair to locks of love

-scuba dive

-Have something published

-Go to Paris to take a pastry class

-Love at first site. . . 

-Own a boat

-Find out if I have a fear? concur it. (I really dont have any irrational fears I mean I have things I dont like but there isnt one thing that I am just AFRAID of)

-try sushi

-Learn to: skateboard, play the guitar, and pilot a plane

-read the entire Bible

-Have a dope Azz blog!!

This is all I can think of. If I keep up this blog I'll refer back and check things off ^__^ I wish everyone I knew would post their bucket list because I know yall have some cool ish you want to do!

Thanks for reading 

Ash.

MASTERING THE ART OF ATTRACTION

I usually dont watch these types of videos. Hers wasnt very long so I opened my ears. I was pretty young when The Secret came out but at this point I've been doing some introspective thinking. I'm about to graduate and it's about time for me to work on my positive thinking skills. If that makes any sense. I'm not really the type to have a sense of entitlement BUT I am quite used to things going my way. I wonder if a vision board will assist me.
The other day a friend of mind said he speakss things in to existance and that helps him to stay self motivated. I am moderately motivated and not really disicpline at all soooo I have got to do better! Ashleigh its time to werk on you! (yes I spelled it werk, and yes I referred to me in the 3rd person)
Thanks for reading
Youre an asset to my life,
Ash <3

How I bring my weave back from the dead..

I am an avid youtube watcher. I rarely accidentally come up on treasures such as this ghetto mess right here. Youtube actually suggested this one for me. Ha! that makes me sad. The video selections I've made have led them to suggest THIS. She's serious... thats fine

I mean she starts the first 5 seconds cursing at the baby. What???

Gutted. Enjoy :)

THE BITCH GAME THEORY !

Honestly she said it all for me. This is indeed the case. Its worth watching it all the way through. She's young but has it broken down! hhahaah real shit I liked this video...

An attempt to be transparent.

Hi, Im Ashleigh. Its really tough for me to open up to ppl. Even my closest friends don't know that half of what goes on with me. Tonight I'm pretty much in my feelings so blleeeehhh I'm about to spill a little out. Just a little.
    Sooooo ok I'm just getting in from the movies. I went to see Jumping the Broom with my sister (the only person I seem to go on movie dates with as of late) The movie was a little campy but the eye candy was MUCH appreciated. But I digress. It had me thinking, will I ever get married? 
    Once I was dating this guy, and my mom jokingly told me she sent me to college to get my Mrs. (ya know like B.S B.A PhD?) Anywhoooooo I thought about what she said over and over. This young man was nice but not who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. Is there a person I'll meet that I want to spend my forever with?? I thought thats what I wanted with my first love...That would be a tumultuous forever. Intense to say the least. Is that what I want to sign up for?? I'm 20 do I have to choose now???
Half my friends have kids the other half are married... Really?! Is it that time of my life??
    You know how you hit 65 and your friends start dying (morbid example) Ok well you know how you hit 16 and all your friends start losing their V cards... yea is it that time.. to pick a forever partner??
To say yes to living in Oregon with our 3 kids and a Husky? To say yes to living in Connecticut and commuting to our amazing fashion jobs in New York?? Is it THAT TIME??? 
   no. cant be.
I'm 20. I don't know what I want. This is college. My experience wont be like the sitcoms. I'm not gonna find that one that sweeps me off my feet and we run away and get married. I have 8 months left. Im not looking to have a different last name at graduation. All I want to hear is Ashleigh Williams Cum Laud. My grades. Me excelling thats what I want to look back on from college. Not where I searched across campus for a soulmate. I've been here three years, no offense if we're school mates but y'all aren't forever material!!!!
     Who am I to say that? I may meet the one of my dreams this Sunday at Elm St...I doubt it tho (since the world is ending Saturday and all -__- ). I have a few months left here, all I ask is to be entertained..
Burn one.

    

Beyoncé - Run The World (Girls)

I am a Beyonce fan.

In first hearing the song I didn't like it.

After hearing it a few times, downloading it, and seeing the video

I still don't like it.

I love the video tho!! ^__^ She has hyenas on leashes ahhh. And the little routine at the end when she's wearing the green... She must've had on some SUPER double sided tape.

The message of the song is great. Girl power yada yada yada. Lets just say this one wont make the top 25 on my iPod. But as I said I am a BEYONCE FAN. This woman can do no wrong.

Who run the world?

BEY!!

** who run the world <--- perpetuating the horrible grammar of our youth smh girl power tho -__-

Go, go, go, GO

I am a BEYONCE STAN. I LOVED Destiny's Child but I would never call myself a Kelly Rowland fan. Until now. I frigggggiiiinnnn <3 this song!! Its just so smooth, sexy and slick empowering.

Let me be yo motivation to keep going! Lol it just makes me feel some type of way. Thee perfect "drought is over" anthem. If you have a 'Get it' playlist, put this on there. If you don't have one, make one, and put this as number one.

Clearly for me the Sex Sells marketing worked for me.

Gone and make me rain.

Sleaze.

Columbus GA

Deep sigh. The good ole Colga where I spent my high school years. Philly born and raised transplanted to Columbus GA. As a young lass I assumed every where in Georgia was country and everyone raised pigs and cattle. To my surprise this was not what I found when I moved here in 2004. It is nothing like my city more like a high way rest stop exit but here is what I call home. I'm here for a week so plenty blogs will probably be written. I'm like a recluse here. Avoiding ppl I didn't fool with in high school and things of that nature. I fraternize with my bff's and thats about it. bright side we have a Target here *grasping for straws here clearly.* This place. Oh this place I love my family but I wish they were located in a more fun place.

   Guess I will use these days to rest, collect my mind, and work on this blog thang.

Deep sigh.

Im enGAUGED!!!

Random acts of recklessness!!!
After a minor setback earlier today I found myself in a slump...
Hmmm I tried to eat my way to happiness. 16 oz of New York strip deliciousness. And about 5 slices of bread and butter...and one fully loaded bake potato later i was still a mullet face!!
Retail therapy? Of course 5 candles later.. Im still like ehhhh.
Sooo after consultation with my amazing emergency response team we find ourselves at a tattoo shop.

I have no ink but Ive had a few punctures in my day.
Piercings? LEHGO.
what to get: Horizontal tounge ring again
                   lip
                   back dimples?? 120.. HELL NAW
                   finger
                  smiley
                  anti eye brow
no no no. At this point Im like its a no go. No holes for Ash today. Then a little bird whispers *gauge* huh?? never have I ever thought about gauging my ears seeing as though they are the size of a toddlers...

after bat 15 minutes of debate...
and there you have it!! a lil swollen but thats to be expected. 4g, pink and glittery. DOPE